AM – With enough snow on the various fields that soccer for the kiddoze was cancelled, I considered the Basic for a moment. I got back pretty late last night however, there was plenty of catch up with the family to do, and I am not quite up for getting in the mix of snow and climbing on the hills west of Boulder. 8 miles locally, but I feel things are getting to a point where I can begin to go after it if I want. And I am starting to feel some want.
CU XC takes Pac 12 title, and Centaurus took the 4A XC title over Broomfield. Interesting how the fastest average team and sum team does not always get the higher placing (as a team).
Kids had a piano recital today. It was a Halloween based one, so they were in costume. Here is JZ as a zombie ninja (I am still not sure how that works) getting ready to hit the keys.

After the recital, the elementary school was having a fund raiser carnival – also in the Halloween spirit. They had a cake walk, and in addition to giving cakes to the winning numbers, they were awarding them to the best dancer during the walk. I ain’t got a groove but I can outwiggle the elementary school kids. And best of all – instead of winning a cake, I chose the apple pie. 9 times out of 10, pie wins over cake.
Was thinking on my run today, how – at least for me – success is a factor that leads to failure and failure is a factor that leads to success. Not a new lesson but one I need to continue learn over and over again. See – I was the kid that was told, “ah you are so smart.” So I believed it. Then guess what? When crap got hard and my “smarts” didn’t get me through that (because smarts are different than hard work), I fell apart. Suddenly I was not so smart.
In this regard, I am sort of glad that the 100 a few weeks didn’t go well. Crap, had I won it and run it in 16 hours and felt great I’d have my head so far up me arse that I’d probably forget how to walk. Screwing up sets me straight and gives me a better perspective on what is real versus straight up success. So it sets me up for success later.
I often misuse successes, even small ones, as an excuse to allow poor behavior. “Ah, sure, I can eat that. I ran 10 miles today.” “Sure, I don’t need to do strength work, I just ran a 100 miles, I obviously am strong enough.” Reality is I deserve nothing and I need to earn everything. When I forget that, and I think I am deserved of something, then I earn what I deserve – nothing. And actually – this has very little to do with running.
Or something like that. It was certainly clearer on the run today.