Caught
Life of Pi with the family last night. I have only seen two flicks by Ang, (the other being
Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon) and I have to say he has an eye for the cinematically beautiful. I am particularly not a fan of 3D flicks because it often feels forced but I soon forgot that was even part of it, and the photography played nicely. I did break a general rule I have and that is to read books of films before I see them, but this was sprung on me a bit by the family. I am not sure how closely the movie stays to the written version, but I confess – it seemed to me that the movie was making more of a case of their
not being a God than there being one. But those are my lenses I guess.
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I will probably dig into
this latest SoS article and video as part of some night time reading/watching.
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Unorganized rant that requires some editing …
It dawned on me the other day that I really could have no problem running sub 4:30 at Pikes. I saw dawned because, like dawn coming every morning, this thought comes to me often – it is not new. Really, if I did everything right in training between now and then, and I had good luck on race day (say weather and not falling), 4:30 ought to be a breeze.
But it won’t be. Because I will make a lot of little choices that negatively impact that goal between now and then. So that is really the challenge: making the right set of choices to set me up to succeed while fighting little self failures along the way. The challenge is being able to recognize, and select to choose wisely along the path.
When I think about this outside of myself, I see this a lot in running and in goal setting. Limiting it to running (for this post), I see folks that set some goal that is of importance to them (although in reality it is really only running so its importance is questionable in the first place). Say they want to run sub 3 in a marathon or sub 20 at some 100 or whatever. Typically everyone of those folks are setting goals that are a bit at the periphery of what they are capable of. This is good. Because if it was a goal that was easy for them to accomplish, it would not be really worthwhile.
But … in reality their goals (and mine) are very reachable. Maybe not easily. But simply. If they (and I) made the right choices along the way, those goals would be easy. Maybe if they ran a little more. Maybe if they dropped weight. Maybe if they did more specific work. Maybe if they slept better. Maybe if they did some core work. Maybe if they learned to execute on race day properly. Simple stuff. Not easy, but simple.
Beyond the little choices there are also those are those who live in great envy of someone else’s life and hence feel constrained by the choices they have made thus far. Sure, I get that is fine to take on “the grass is greener” thought about some guy living in a truck, racking up 14ers all day, and winning ultras – but maybe for a moment or two. Beyond that – you have made choices that you can live with in great happiness: a good job, a loving family, a flippin’ bed that has soft pillow top. These folks struggle with a layer of choices bigger than the day to day, but instead are wondering how they got where they are. I think I don’t deal with this issue but instead my little day to day ones like how I recover, what little things I do, etc.
The thing is that very very few of us – at least in my observation – are willing to make even those little choices consistently, never mind even being conscious of larger life choices. We choose other paths. Choosing such roads can be great …
if you are aware. If you are aware of the choices you make and the consequences – then you ought to be at ease with that. Maybe you choose to race a lot and so you never taper. Or maybe you choose to never do track work because you love serious vertical and trails. In those cases, you are choosing the fun of your daily run over your execution on race day. As long as you can see that, then you
have a choice and you can be happy with how you choose. It is the short term view of “fun today” over “fun tomorrow.”
I have listened to a few podcasts of late with Kona IM champions. Their take is almost always containing the same theme: Kona was their sole focus. They gave up everything else with a thought solely of being the first man or woman down Alii Drive at the levels of obsession. In a recent Competitor Radio podcast, 2x winner Deboom spoke of how his taking second in the race one year drove him every day for 365 days until the next year. In ultra running circles, Matt C’s failures at Pikes (passing out at the top ahead of Meija to then take second to him in the marathon) and Leadville (walking in the last 33 miles) drove obsessive behaviors for the next year create incredible outcomes (a 3:16 marathon at Pikes, a sub 16 at Leadville).
I digress into a rant there a bit. In any case … I see myself and others often playing this game of stating this great desire to some goal, but struggling with their choices at several levels to deal with it. Alternatively, there are those that see themselves as the hobby jogger and are completely happy with it. I admire these folks. There are those like the obsessed athlete who does everything to get it done and do – and I admire that too. The stuff in between however – and this is often the guy in the mirror confounds me. The person who says that this goals is incredibly important to them, but then makes choices along the way that are contrary to that goal – while being unconscious about them. In other words, they don’t understand. And, at least in some part, that is part of why running is a little important to me: it reveals character choices to me, and then provides a platform for me to develop it. Of course, that is not the only thing that does such for me. If I could not run a step tomorrow, I’d still have that … just via other mediums.
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10.4, number 17. Up the middle, down Flag road to avoid any ice. Pretty relaxed on the up, even walked part of the bottom of Gregory given I was slipping on the ice on the way up, but still hit my 2nd fastest this season (sort of not trying too … good feedback). I like this loop. It has a decent climb but not super steep like the front side – so most of it is runable. In fact, I am actually starting to get to a point where I can play with gears on these runs … actually having some room between easy and harder (versus it all being hard). And then with the down, I can get a bit of turn over and not have to worry about the technical or the ice. It rounds out to a nice distance, and a fair amount of time.