I started reading Fitzgerald’s How Bad Do You Want It last night. There are some good stories from where clearly the mind is clearly impacting the performance of the racer and the outcome of the race. The first one covered is the Chicago 2010 marathon. An incredible battle between Kebede and Wanjiru. It is sick how these guy are going at each other.
Even nuttier than that race is knowing that Wanjiru would be dead seven months after that. By the way, Wanjiru won that race by 19 seconds. It just reflects how much he broke Kedebe in that last 300 something meters.
Separately, that sort of racing really reflects how elites, particularly east African elites race the marathon differently than us non elite Westerners do. I am not saying the 3 hour guy ought to race like that, but it is interesting to see the difference when there is a half million on the line.
The next race covered is Simpson’s (nee Barringer) legendary breakdown in the 2009 NCAA XC meet. Her loss was clearly and by her own admission in later interviews a melt down of her head. She had crushed fields all year, but then collapsed in this race. She finished 163rd, but it was clearly not an overwhelming physical issue that had plagued her that day given how she finished in the last 400 meters.
I recall watching that race, and how painful it was to see that sort of melt down. I showed both of these videos to JZ and was yapping with him one of the points Fitzgerald makes: it is not just how you feel but how you feel about how you feel. Everyone feels like crap at some point in the race. How you respond to that in the head is key. Physical tools are still necessary of course, but they are limited by the head.
Any runner racer that has been in the game long enough probably has their own personal testament of races they crushed and ones they got crushed at. And while there are outcomes that were based on the physical, there are a number that were more a head space game for them than what was in their legs or lungs. I have had more races where I have showed up to the line fit (for me) and had high expectations … and failed to meet those expecations because I began to wilt when the race did not play out as I was hoping or expected it to (based on how I felt, or looking at the watch as some split at some time or HR or whatever other input that I probably not pay attention to at that point). There are few exceptions to that, but the track record would show I have rarely been able to put together a good stretch of preparation (training) and near flawless execution (racing). It does happen of course, and when it does, it is beautiful enough that it addicts you to pursue and seek it again.
I actually seem to do well when I free myself of expectation. In fact when I am a bit less fit, my head seems to bring my body above what I should be able to do. It is as if when I am fit and I feel bad in a race I then tend to think – “it should not be this bad!” and then react to that … and melt. But when I am less fit and it hurts I am not encumbered by that thought. It hurts, and I expected it! And so I don’t have to worry about how crappy I feel because I sort of knew that was going to happen. It is not how you feel, but how you feel about how you feel.
So my advice is treat every race as if it is going to be the worst you ever going to feel.
By the way Jenny later won a world championship 1500.
Mid day – TZ and pals headed over to Standley Lake to do some walking. I took the ride over and ran home. I ran into a guy – Mark – and ran with for a bit. He is recovering from falling off his roof, breaking both legs, gaining seventy pounds … he has lost about 60 of it, and was moving pretty well. Once I got on the 36 path, I did 3 minutes on, 2 minute off, except in the muiddle when I was glad to find a port-a-potty in a construction site. Not a super long run, but a good pick up over 10 miles.
It was a good week of running. I picked up the miles (80), and they even were faster than last week (by about a minute a mile, even though I had more vert). I had the Tuesday workout with the boys (about 15-20 seconds per mile slower than themm so not great but moving a bit), and even managed to roll a bit today. A few more weeks of this and maybe I’d consider signing up for another race. I can’t say that I am exiting February fitter than January, as I have not really tested that, but I do think my mind is better ahead of where I was a month ago.
This might be as political as I am ready to go on this blog.

Photos from the home front today.

