Last 2 days (Friday, Saturday) in the San Juans, running around HR100, with Footfeathers and croo … and yeah, wow. Some quick thoughts (some light, some deeper) for the moment (more stuff, particularly a bit more detail from the race itself coming in future posts …):
1.) This race Hardrock is obscene. By that I mean it is is obscenely hard. You can’t imagine how crazy hard this race is until you get out here and see what folks are doing. I can’t express it in blog writing as to how hard it, and I actually only have a little insight into it via my pacing.
Running 100 miles is not 60 more miles hard than running 40. Running 100 miles is like 10x more hard than running 40. Doing a 100 is not just hurting yourself, it is like hurting yourself, then pouring salt into the wound, then gasoline, then lighting it on fire, then … running a 100 miles in the San Juans is a whole order of magnitude harder.
If you are reading that, you might be thinking “okay it is hard. Big deal.” No. This is really really hard. And what Peter Bakwin did with that rock hard hard rock thing is just mind blowing.
But I also mean it is also obscenely beautiful. There was a segment of the race where Tim and I ran for hours, looking at the enormity and the gorgeousness of the San Juans – completely free of view of civilization (other than us, and the trail). I have not witnessed anything of that scale since the Grand Canyon. There might be more beautiful mountains than the San Juans on planet Earth, but I have yet to see them.
When you take those two things: the difficulty of this event, and the raw beauty, it brings out a passion that the Hardrockers, and all the associated with them (volunteers, croo, race committee, etc) that is deeply moving. I get how this race can get into people’s blood.
1a.) In the spirit of stating how obscenely hard this event is, going forward the Boulder 100 I did cannot really be consider a 100 mile race of any significance. I seriously look at that and now scoff at how ridiculously simple is in comparison to this monster of Hardrock. Going forward, my Boulder 100 finish will be referred to as the “junior varsity kindergarten field day stunt I once did.”
2.) If any race was ever made for Jeff Valliere, this is it.
3.) Apparently my headlamp with fresh batteries will only produce the desired laser beam level of light for three hours. It still works after that but the light then starts to get a bit fuzzy.
4.) Apparently I can eat quite a good amount in these events at this level of exertion (low). That does not mean I should eat two hard boiled eggs and fig newtons together. The after effects are possibly of a WMD classification.
5.) People were worried about me not sleeping going into this event, and how I would handle that. I picked up Tim just after midnight on Saturday and we were together through about 6PM that day. I had also been up since about 4:30AM on Friday. While I crashed pretty hard on Saturday night around 9ish (after being up essentially for 36 hours), I was fine through the whole event. While I very much a big baby about getting my sleep when I want it, these events seem to provide enough of a distraction (at least in the first night), that I do okay.
6.) I am not sure if I will ever do this event. There is a part of me that knows I could do it. There is also a part of me that knows that I am not sure I want to do it – because of the training and sacrifices (not just by me) that it would require. I can say I did not walk away from this event saying, “OH YEAH, I got to do it!” because I recognize and respect the enormity of this undertaking.
7.) Getting out of a car and actually running with your runner is way more fun than sitting around in a car and going from place to place waiting for them. By the time we got to Grouse where I was going to start with Tim (60 miles in for him), I was so ready to get out of that damn car (a wonderful jeep driven by Sean) that I was nearly going to scream.
8.) Ran in the Hokas Stinsons … they did awesome. No issues whatsoever. Nothing to really report other than my feet were a non issue. That is about as glowing an endorsement of a shoe as one can get. Wait – one issue. My feet stink to high heaven after running in the Hokas. I discussed the Hokas with several folks this weekend, and unsolicited, several people had the same insight.
9.) The HR course is very well marked. I was a bit paranoid that we were going to get lost, so I was super attuned to looking for the markers. There were a few sections where the course was not marked but that was only because the trail or the road was so obvious that there would be no place else to logically go. I can gladly say that for the 40 plush miles I ran with Tim, we did not get lost AT ALL.
10.) I am increasingly becoming more and more of an old man sap as I age. I watched the last finisher come in this AM, finishing just about 10 minutes before the final cutoff (48 hours), and I felt tears starting well up. Why? I didn’t know the person. They didn’t crawl to the finish in some sort of traumatic way. I just felt a sliver of their effort, and it hit me for a bit. That sort of stuff never got to me as a kid. It hits me more as I get older now.
More to come.
