First ... props to Ken (2:42:04) ;, Ryan (2:35:15) and Todd (2:44:51)for their Boston runs today. Nice job guys - I want to hear race reports.
Second - someone I know is planning to be out here late August, early September and is looking for a race in the Boulder Denver area, ideally the half marathon distance, something on dirt. I did some quick research and am thinking that the CU Alumni Time Trial provides something on Labor Day weekend, is 8K (which is short of course, but that is negotiable), has stiff competition (really), is local to CU, on dirt at the Buff Ranch course (not a blade of grass in site). Any other suggestions? This is the race that Wetmore usually uses to weed out some stragglers, begin to make some early determinations as to who is on the squad and who is not - but it attracts a pretty good depth of local talent as well (not as deep as the Rocky Mountain Shootout in early October but pretty dang good).
I got in 75 minutes on the bike today ... starting at the new office ... drilling around and about looking for new trails that someday I will get to run on. It was a good ride ... I ended up heading west out of the new office to the east end of Rocky Flats, and then headed south around Stanley Lake. There ain't a tree to be see in a lot of this terrain, but there are some good hills, and some good views.
I confess ... I was discouraged today. It has seemed so long since I could run. Really run. The results coming in from Boston, Greenland, Fruita, the weekend 5Ks ... played in my mind today. I am committed to not run a step this week to see if I can really heal this thing up.
My mind is turning on my expectations for this summer. It has too.
As a parent, I often find myself in the situation where I see how other parents struggle with their kids. When you are out of the situation, it seems so easy to figure out the parent ought to act to address that situation. You know, in other words, exactly how to parent someone else's kids.
... of course, that seems to all go to pot when you are with your kids. When we get into the situation, "things are different." We get mixed up with our wants, desires, our emotions ... they cloud the situation and make judgement, logic, and what to do more difficult to see. You cling to certain desires, and this muddies the situation.
And so it is with this race for me. I had expectations that I am clinging to with this race. Since I finished it last year, I had
expectations as to what I was going to do this year ... how I was going to prepare, how I was going to take it on, how I would not be broken as I was last year.
Outsiders have said, "well, maybe this is not your year with this injury." Frankly, when they say this, it pisses me off. Who are they to tell me what is not my year. "Screw 'em" I think. "Maybe you should take some time off," they say. "Bite me. What do you know? I can recover with easy running." And on it goes. But like the outsider parent observing the child, they probably have a clearer understanding of what is reality, as opposed to what I am clinging to.
The journey ... it still teaches I guess. Even when the lessons are not ones I like.
So I am in the midst of changing my expectations. I'd love to report that they have fully changed and I have come to a new Epiphany. But it is a bit more a process for me than that.
Last week in review ...
M - 7, 2500v, Bear (85 min)
Tu - 7, 2500v, Green (80 min)
We - 2, 1000v, Tmill, 75 min cycling stat - (90 min)
Th - 7, 3000v, Sanitas, 90 min
Fri - 2 hrs cycling stat
Sat - 80 min outdoor ride
Sun - 75 min "hike," 80 min biking outdoor (155 min)
Total - 28 miles on feet - running, 8000v, 6 hours
6 hours of biking
12 hours on week